Thank You Linkin Park

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming…confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending...Controlling…
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me...Distracting…reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem... to find myself again
My walls are closing in

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but thenI just end up getting hurt again
By myself

I wanna heal... I wanna feel..
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain till it’s goneI wanna heal,
And I’ve got nothing to sayI can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused... Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loseNothing to gain... hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today